Farewell 2008

Well it's New Year's Eve,,,2008 is on it's way out the door. So many things run through my mind as this day approaches. What will the next year bring? Did I achieve everything i wanted to this past year? Often times my mind wanders to the morbid side. :( But as you all know by now that is my nature. Will everyone be together next year to celebrate this day as we always do? All I can do is pray that we all make it through to see another year. I love my family and my life so much that I worry it will all be taken away. So a part of me is excited about all the possibilities a new year will bring but there is always that "what if" side. Maybe in 2009 I can begin to live for today instead of worrying about tomorrow. Today IS tomorrow! Enough w/ the pep talk. LOL
My wishes for 2009? All that Ryan and I wish for is that Marley, Chloe and Tooces will soon have a baby to be jealous of. It's been 3 years of wondering, doctors appointments, surgeries and waiting. Everyone says to be patient,,,everything happens for a reason. We've been patient,,we are ready for our time. Our time to brag about our son or daughter lol, to send goofy Christmas cards, to overload everyone w/ pictures of "firsts", to see our family growing and to hear the words mamma and daddy and know it is aimed at us. I know we will be good parents, I look forward to all the ups and the downs that it can bring. It will be so worth it. I pray that God finds us deserving and that 2009 brings a blessing our way.

Happy New Years to all! Bring it 2009! :)