Well it's New Year's Eve,,,2008 is on it's way out the door. So many things run through my mind as this day approaches. What will the next year bring? Did I achieve everything i wanted to this past year? Often times my mind wanders to the morbid side. :( But as you all know by now that is my nature. Will everyone be together next year to celebrate this day as we always do? All I can do is pray that we all make it through to see another year. I love my family and my life so much that I worry it will all be taken away. So a part of me is excited about all the possibilities a new year will bring but there is always that "what if" side. Maybe in 2009 I can begin to live for today instead of worrying about tomorrow. Today IS tomorrow! Enough w/ the pep talk. LOL
My wishes for 2009? All that Ryan and I wish for is that Marley, Chloe and Tooces will soon have a baby to be jealous of. It's been 3 years of wondering, doctors appointments, surgeries and waiting. Everyone says to be patient,,,everything happens for a reason. We've been patient,,we are ready for our time. Our time to brag about our son or daughter lol, to send goofy Christmas cards, to overload everyone w/ pictures of "firsts", to see our family growing and to hear the words mamma and daddy and know it is aimed at us. I know we will be good parents, I look forward to all the ups and the downs that it can bring. It will be so worth it. I pray that God finds us deserving and that 2009 brings a blessing our way.
Happy New Years to all! Bring it 2009! :)
